Ezinsukwini zokugcina, UDeborah Levy uhamba phakathi kokulandisa kanye ne-biographical (Kukhona okubonakala ngomsebenzi wakhe wokugcina «i-autobiography eyakhiwayo» ihlukaniswe yaba imisebenzi eminingana). Ukuzivocavoca okubhaliwe njenge-placebo yamanxeba esikhathi, ukudelela kwempilo kanye nokusula ngempoqo okungokwemvelo. Kodwa ngokumangalisayo, kusekuleso sigaba sokukhula lapho izisulu ziqala ukubalwa lapho kufinyelelwa khona amakhasi akhazimula kakhulu.
Ibhalansi enembile phakathi kwe-melancholy nesifiso, phakathi kwethemba nokudangala iphawula imizila emisha futhi ihlola izindlela lapho kuphela kuleyo ndlela ephakathi yokuphila, njengoba uDante esho, umuntu angangena ukuze ajabule kakhulu abafundi bebonke.
Kepha ngaphambi kokuthi azithathe njengomlingisi ophambili wezincwadi zakhe (njengoba, ngokumangalisayo, abanye ababhali bavame ukwenza okungaphezu kwababhali. UGabriela wiener ngalowo mandla ngobuqotho obucace kakhulu obusuka ngaphakathi), u-Deborah Levy uphinde wasitshela ezinye izindaba lapho ukugxila ngaphandle kwabonisa ngokushesha leso sipho esiyinqaba sabaxoxi bezindaba abahle.
Ngibhekisela ekhonweni lokuthwebula okudidayo, okumangazayo, uphawu olubaluleke kakhulu kuhlamvu olusuka ku-anecdotal luye kwe-transcendental, kusukela emininingwaneni kuya ku-physiognomy ephelele. Iphuzu liwukulandisa ngalokho okuhlukile ekugcineni ukukhombisa, ngozwelo, ukuthi akukho ukufana noma okujwayelekile okumele uzifihle ngaphansi kwayo...
Amanoveli aphezulu anconyiwe angu-3 kaDeborah Levi
Ubisi olushisayo
Indaba ethile yokuphila ka-SofÃa ihlanganiswe kuleyo ndawo eyinqaba edalwe phakathi komama oncisha umoya kanye nesidingo esifihliwe sokuzimela. Ngoba eneminyaka engamashumi amabili nanhlanu ubudala, uSofia usemncane kakhulu, mncane kakhulu ukuba angazinikela ekunakekeleni unina uRose.
Ukugula kukanina akunqunyelwe ngokwanele ukuba acabange ukuthi kungase kungabi njalo, noma ukuthi kungase kungabi kubi kakhulu ... ukuzalanisa. Ngenxa yokuthi ubaba akakaze abe khona isikhathi eside, futhi nakuba uSofÃa ecabangela ukumfuna phakathi nale ndaba, isithunzi leso ingubo yokulala siyohlala singasizi ngalutho, sinophawu oluthile lokuphelelwa ithemba.
Iqiniso ukuthi ndawonye, ​​umama nendodakazi, basuka eNgilandi baya e-AlmerÃa, lapho benethemba lokuthola uhlobo oluthile lokwelashwa emtholampilo oyisithenjwa weziguli ezikhishwe ngemithi yesintu.
I-AlmerÃa isakazeka njengehlane eliphelele, njengempilo kaSofÃa uqobo, isazi semvelaphi nesintu esineziqu kodwa engakwazi ukuthola umsebenzi nokuphila. Kepha i-Almeria nayo inebhishi layo, elibheke oLwandle i-Alboran, lapho izivakashi eziningi zake zahamba khona zifuna imihlaba emisha.
Futhi kulawo mabhishi akhuthazayo, uSofÃa usebenzisa isikhathi sakhe sokuphumula ukusabalalisa okusele komphefumulo wakhe. Kuze kube yilapho ehlangana no-Ingrid, isakhamuzi saseJalimane, kanye nomlondolozi wezempilo ozimisele ukusiza ukuphuka kwemikhumbi yazo zonke izinhlobo.
Akungabazeki ukuthi abalingiswa abasha abangena empilweni kaSofia bagwema ukuphukelwa umkhumbi kwabo ngokuphelele, noma okungenani bavele njengabahlengi becebo lakhe elisondelene kakhulu. Ukwehlulwa kuncane kakhulu lapho uSofÃa ezitika ngocansi oluyinqaba, njengempindiselo yesikhathi sakhe sonke asichithe ngaphansi komthwalo wokugula komama kanye nokufundiswa kwezizinda zakhe ngephunga elimnandi lombuso wabazali.
Kepha-ke, umehluko ungahlala udala izingxabano zangaphakathi nokuphazamiseka kwethu njengabafundi nabavumbuli bokungalingani okugcina kuguqula ibhalansi ebalulekile kaSofÃa.
Isingathekiso samanzi ashisayo lapho i-jellyfish igcwele khona, ifuna inyama ethusayo futhi eshisayo ukuze inamathele ... ocansini oluthuthukisiwe njengendlela yokulwisana nokungenzeki kwentsha nempilo. Ilanga le-Almeria, kwesinye isikhathi likhiqiza amalambu nezithunzi, izithombe ezivezwe ngokweqile, kepha zihlale ziba namandla ...
Umuntu owakubona konke
Ukuhlakanipha, ezikhathini eziningi, kuhlala ekungazini. Ukwazi konke kuwukuzilahla wena ukuthola amalasha angaqondakali entando yomuntu. Kanye nokuhlangana okubi okweluka ikusasa.
Ngo-1988, eLondon, uSaul Adler osemncane washayiswa iJaguar ngesikhathi ewela indawo edumile yabahamba ngezinyawo i-Abbey Road. Ngaphandle kokulimala okusobala, ngakusasa wahamba waya eMpumalanga Berlin ngomfundaze wokuba isazi-mlando. Kodwa ukulimala okubangelwe ingozi kubonakala kubi kakhulu kunalokho ayekucabanga, futhi lapho ehlala eJalimane uqala ukuba nemibono yekusasa, njengokuwa kodonga lwaseBerlin.
Ku-2016, iminyaka ngemuva kokubuyela eLondon naphakathi kweBrexit, uSaul uphinde washaywa ku-Abbey Road ngemoto efanayo. Kusukela ngaleso sikhathi kuqhubeke, uzoncika endabeni yomunye umuntu ukuze enze umqondo wezinkumbulo zakhe, ezifingqiwe zibe inqwaba yabantu abazwise ubuhlungu kanye nemininingwane ekhathazayo lapho okwedlule namanje kuhlanganiswe kuyindingilizi kungekho ndlela yokuphuma.
Indoda Eyakubona Konke iyisithombe esijulile sendlela umlando oziphinda ngayo lapho singawalungisi amaphutha ethu. U-Deborah Levy ulandelela uhambo oluphazamisayo e-Europe emashumini eminyaka amuva nje, esibonisa ukuthi inkumbulo ingalolongwa ngendlela efanayo nemingcele.
Ukubhukuda ekhaya
Ukubhukuda izinhlanzi ekhaya. Abanye ngomzamo owengeziwe kunabanye, njenge-salmon ekhuphuka nomfula ukuze izalele, kungenziwa kanjani kuphela embhedeni ofudumele wekhaya. Kepha yebo, abantu kwesinye isikhathi kufanele babhukude bebheke kulelo khaya eliya ngokuya libamba umfula ...
Lapho efika nomndeni wakhe endlini esemagqumeni ebheke e-Nice, uJoe uthola isidumbu sentombazane echibini. Kodwa uKitty Finch uyaphila, uphuma emanzini enqunu izinzipho zakhe zipendwe ngokuluhlaza futhi uziveza njengochwepheshe bezitshalo… Wenzani lapho? Ufunani kubo? Futhi kungani umkaJoe emvumela ukuba ahlale?
I-Swimming Home iyincwadi ehlanekezela abantu futhi esheshayo, ukubuka okungapheli komthelela ocashile wokudangala kubantu ababonakala bezinzile futhi abavelele. Ngesakhiwo esiqinile, indaba iyenzeka endlini yasehlobo esikhathini esingangesonto lapho iqembu lezivakashi ezikhangayo nezingaphelele e-Riviera liphushwa lifinyelele umkhawulo. Ngamahlaya ahlabayo, inoveli idonsa ukunaka komfundi ngokushesha, ithwala uhlangothi lwayo olumnyama kalula.
Ezinye izincwadi ezinconyiwe nguDeborah Levy…
Ikhaya lakho
Yebo, uDeborah Levy ngokwakhe wayeyi-salmon efuna leyo ndlu akuthola kunzima ukuyithola ngemva kwe-trilogy enconywa kakhulu ukuze athole izindlela ezihamba phambili zokuhamba ngokungazelelwe. Ngoba ukuphila kuqala kanye futhi kungaqalwa kabusha ngezindlela eziningi. Le biography esakhiwa uDeborah Levy isifundisa ukuthi sishintshe inkambo ngebhulogi ngayinye entsha, sihlale siphunyuka eNyakatho elindelwe ...
UDeborah Levy ucabanga ngendlu esendaweni efudumele, eduze kwechibi noma ulwandle. Kukhona iziko lapho kanye nebhula elilalela izifiso zakho, ngisho nokuphikisana. Kodwa empeleni uLevy useLondon, akanayo imali yokwakha umuzi awucabangayo, ifulethi lakhe lincane futhi into eseduze nengadi yasekhaya ubhanana awunikeza ukunakekelwa okungasakudingi amadodakazi akhe. Omncane ushiye isidleke, kanti uLevy, oneminyaka engamashumi amahlanu nesishiyagalolunye, uselungele ukubhekana nesiteji esisha empilweni yakhe. Ngakho, usithatha eNew York asiyise eBombay, edabula eParis naseBerlin, kuyilapho ehlanganisa ukucabanga okuthakazelisayo nesibindi mayelana nencazelo yekhaya nezibukeli ezihluphayo.
Ukuhlanganisa okwedlule nesimanje, okomuntu siqu kanye nezepolitiki, nokubiza uMarguerite Duras, u-Elena Ferrante, u-Georgia O'Keeffe kanye noCéline Schiamma, umbhali uphenya incazelo yobufazi nempahla. Ngezinkumbulo zakhe wenza iqoqo lezinto zakhe zangempela nezicatshangelwayo futhi abuze indlela yethu yokuqonda ukubaluleka kobuhlakani nempilo yansuku zonke yowesifazane.
Ngemuva kwalokho Izinto engingafuni ukuzazi y Izindleko zokuphila Lo msebenzi uwumvuthwandaba we-autobiography ebhalwe ngokushisa kwempilo engenziwa kuphela nguLevy, kodwa yibo bonke abesifazane abawusekela ngenetha elingabonakali.
Izinto engingafuni ukuzazi
Azikho izimfihlo eziphazamisa ukwedlula lezo umuntu angazitshela zona. I-autobiography ebhalwe ukuthi ifundwe ngumbhali ngokwakhe iwumsebenzi omkhulu kakhulu ngobuqotho; ukuhamba kwe-tightrope walker ngaphandle kwenethi phezu kwamanje, okwedlule nekusasa. kanye no-Deborah Levy ukhomba ubunqunu bomphefumulo ngezitolimende. Lapha kuqala "I-Autobiography iyaqhubeka".
U-Deborah Levy uqala lezi zikhumbuzo ekhumbula isigaba sempilo yakhe ngesikhathi ekhihla isililo ngesikhathi ekhuphuka ngezitebhisi ezizihambelayo. Lokho kunyakaza okungenacala kwamthatha kwamfaka emakhoneni enkumbulo yakhe ayengafuni ukubuyela kuyo. Yilezo zinkumbulo ezakhayo Izinto hhayi Ngifuna saber, ukuqala "kwe-autobiography yakhe esakhiwa".
Le ngxenye yokuqala yalokho okuzoba i-triptych esimweni sokuba ngowesifazane yazalwa njengempendulo yendaba ethi "Kungani ngibhala", nguGeorge Orwell. Nokho, uLevy akezi ukuzonikeza izimpendulo. Ufike avule imibuzo ayishiya intanta emoyeni owakhiwe yiwo wonke amandla ezinkondlo zokuloba kwakhe.
Umlingo wakhe awukho omunye ngaphandle kokuxhumana okungalindelekile kwenkumbulo: ukulunywa kokuqala kwebhilikosi kumyisa ekuphumeni kwezingane zakhe esikoleni, ebuka abanye omama, "abesifazane abasha baphenduke ithunzi lalokho ababeyikho" ; isililo sowesifazane sibuyisa iqhwa eliwela kuyise eGoli ngesikhathi sobandlululo, ngaphambi nje kokuba aboshwe; iphunga likakhari limbuyisela emuva eminyakeni yakhe yobusha eLondon, ebhala kuma-napkins ase-pub futhi ephupha ikamelo elingelakhe. Ukufunda u-Levy ufuna ukungena emikhumbulweni yakhe futhi azivumele ukuthi athathwe ukuzola nokuzola komuntu ofunde konke akwaziyo (nakho konke angafuni ukukwazi) ngokufuna izwi lakhe.
izindleko zokuphila
UDeborah Levy uqala ukubhala le ncwadi lapho, eneminyaka engamashumi amahlanu ubudala, ephoqeleka ukuba azisungule kabusha: umshado wakhe usuphelile, iholo lakhe liyancipha, unina uyafa, namadodakazi akhe aqala ukushiya isidleke. Ngesikhathi lapho ukuphila kufanele kube okuzolile futhi kungenzeki, u-Levy unquma ukwamukela isiphithiphithi nokungazinzi ukuze athole ukululama, kufihlwe ngaphansi kwezingqimba nezingqimba zokusula, igama elifanele.
Ngengxoxo nezihlakaniphi ezinjengoMarguerite Duras noma uSimone de Beauvoir, futhi ngezinkumbulo azivusa ngobugagu, ukuzwela kanye nomuzwa omnandi wokuhlekisa, u-Levy ubuza ukuthi iyiphi le ndima eqanjiwe ebhalwe amadoda futhi edlalwa abesifazane esibabiza ngokuthi « ubufazi. ". Noma ubani oke wazabalaza ukuze akhululeke futhi azakhele impilo yakhe uyazi ukuthi yilokhu: umzabalazo oqhubekayo lapho izindleko zikhokhwa khona.
