I-deformation yobungcweti iyamangalisa ngezinye izikhathi. Nge bhala ungikhulumele phansiSonke sicabanga, ngokufanelekile ngokubona kwami, ngohlelo lomsakazo i-Hablar por Hablar umlobi uMacarena Berlin asethula kithi ekuseni.
Futhi ngikhuluma ngokuguqulwa kochwepheshe ngoba u-Pita, umlingiswa oyinhloko wale noveli, ubonakala kithi ephakathi kwendima yakhe njengomqondisi wohlelo lomsakazo kanye nokungenela kwakhe ngokuzenzakalelayo ohlelweni lomsakazo ekuseni kakhulu.
U-Pita angaba omunye wabo lawo mazwi uMacarena awavumela ukuba akhulume, ukuxhumana, ukudlulisela emoyeni okwenzekayo ngempilo engasabonakali eyakhe, ephunyuka ezandleni zakhe. Lesi simo siyamethusa u-Pita, njengoba kwenzeka kithi sonke esithola ukuthi iphini lokuqondisa lithatha indlela esingalindelekile kuyo lapho siya khona.
Igebe, ukwesaba kwalabo ukucekelwa phansi okungase kube khona kokudalelwa kuncishisiwe njengoba kungenzeka uma kwenzeka. UPita ungowesifazane ogcwele, esicini sakhe senhlalo kakhulu. Kodwa igodi elingaphakathi lihlala likhona, lilindile, lilindele ukushintsha kwezimo ukuze kubonakale ngokugcwele.
Ku-Pita sifunda ukuthi ukwesaba kuyadingeka. Sidinga ukwesaba kwangaphakathi okusiqhubezela ukuba sizinqobe, okusibhekene nempilo. Uma kungenjalo, empilweni ngaphandle kokwesaba ukunqoba, kungase kube nomzuzwana lapho ukungabi nalutho kudla yonke into, ngisho nesiphetho.
Kubonakala kufanele kakhulu ukuvala lesi sibuyekezo ngombono ohlobene, lowo uMilan Kundera asiphakamisele kuwo enye incwadi ekhona, The Unbearable Lightness of Being:
“Umuntu ngeke azi ukuthi yini okufanele ayifune, ngoba uphila impilo eyodwa kuphela futhi akanayo indlela yokuyiqhathanisa nempilo yakhe yangaphambili noma yokuyilungisa ekuphileni kwakhe kwakamuva. Awekho amathuba okuqinisekisa ukuthi yiziphi izinqumo ezihamba phambili, ngoba akukho ukuqhathanisa. Indoda iphila okokuqala futhi ngaphandle kokulungiselela. Njengokungathi umlingisi wenze umsebenzi wakhe ngaphandle kwanoma yiluphi uhlobo lokuzilolonga. Kodwa ukuphila kungaba nanzuzoni uma isilingo sokuqala sokuphila sekuyimpilo ngokwayo? Yingakho impilo ibonakala iwumdwebo. Kodwa ngisho nomdwebo yigama eliqondile, ngoba umdwebo uhlala uhlaka lwento ethile, ukulungiswa komdwebo, kuyilapho umdwebo oyimpilo yethu ungumdwebo ongenalutho, uhlaka ngaphandle komdwebo.
Manje usungathenga i-Háblame bajito, incwadi yakamuva ka-Macarena Berlin, lapha: