Kuhlala kujabulisa njalo ukuthola lezo zizukulwane ezintsha eziqinisekisa ukuthi kufakwa enye indawo kunoma iyiphi inkambu. Ngoba umbhali ULaura ferrero ubonakala njengombhali omusha walokho ngokoqobo okuhlale kudingekile ukubhala isikhathi embizeni encibilikayo yama-intrahistories.
Ukubala kwabanye ababhali bathanda IBhetlehema Gopegui, UMarta Sanz o Edurne portela (ngokugxila kubabhali abathi, ngamunye ngendlela yabo nasezinhlelweni zabo ezingafani, balinganise umbono odingekayo wabesifazane kanye nobuntu), uLaura uhlose ukuvuvukala lelo qembu lababhali abazoba yingxenye yesikhathi sethu.
Okwamanje, incwadi yakhe yezincwadi isinikeza amazwibela amahle alokho okusazokwenzeka, ngalokhu kuzibophezela okudingekayo kubalingiswa ukuze basiqhubele ezweni eligcwele ama-nuances agcina ebhekene nathi esibukweni sobukhona bethu uqobo.
Izinganekwane, qamba izindaba noma amanoveli mayelana nezimo zabalingiswa nendlela yabo yokubhekana namaqiniso abo kungahle kusho ukuthi ukuzitholela kabusha komzwelo. Ayikho i-placebo ekhona engcono kunezincwadi lapho lelo bhande lokudlulisa lenzelwa ukunyakazisa injini yethu yangaphakathi, ngenxa yokuboniswa okuhlelekile nokuhlelekile kombhali osemsebenzini.
Izincwadi ezintathu ezinconyiwe nguLaura Ferrero
Uzokwenzani ngempilo yakho yonke
Imibuzo ebhekiswa kithi uma sihlaselwa ngumbuzo ofana nalowo osesihlokweni sale noveli, ikhomba kulokho kuphila kwakho njengalokho okusele, njengomphumela wezinqumo zakho ezicishe zifane nezilungile. Umphumela ungaba yi-vertigo. Ngaphandle kokuthi mhlawumbe useneminyaka engama-30, njengoLaura. Esimweni esinjalo i-texitura ifake ukukhanya okusavumela ukuthi udanse empilweni kube sengathi ingoma yakho ibidlala ngevolumu ephelele, noma kunjalo.Kodwa noma kunjalo, kuningi uLaura anokukuthola ngaye.
Futhi okungangezwa eminyakeni yakhe engama-30 kungahle kuphambanise lowo mculo unomphela, esimweni sikaLaura esivele sinezincazelo ezincibilikisayo zama-violin ngenxa yokuthi bekunzima kangakanani nokuthi ubungeke umnandi kanjani, noma ngabe ubewufuna kangakanani. Iqiniso ukuthi lapho eneminyaka engamashumi amathathu uLaura eshiya umlingani wakhe futhi eshiya i-Ibiza afudukele eNew York. Ubusha bakhe buphawulwe ngobuhlobo bakhe noyise, indoda engabekezeleli; umama wakhe, owanyamalala kuphela ukubuya eminyakeni emihlanu kamuva; noPablo, umfowabo, othola ekupendeni indlela yokulwa nokugula kwakhe kwengqondo.
ENew York, uLaura uqala ukusebenza endlini yokushicilela nokuya emakilasini afundiswa nguGael, umngani ongaqondakali kanina e-Columbia University. Ngubani uGael? Wazini ngakho konke okwenzekile emndenini wakhe?
Amachibi angenalutho
Ezikhathini eziningi ngiveze ukucabangela kwami lendaba njengendawo yokudala ehluke kakhulu kunoveli. Yebo kumayelana nokubhala, kepha indlela obuka ngayo indaba emfushane ayihlangene nakancane nayo.
Ngoba le ndaba iyajiya futhi ekugcineni iqhume. Futhi ekunciphiseni kwempilo okulandisa okulinganiselwe noma okugxile ekugcineni okusemandleni kakhulu, ubuhle bombhali omuhle buvelele kakhulu endleleni yakhe yokulinganisa isimo nezinto. Yingakho lapho uLaura Ferrero embula amachibi akhe angenalutho, ngesithombe sakhe esivusa amadlingozi sehlobo elidlulile kungabikho sikhathi sokuvuselela, abagxeki bahlenga ivolumu njengomsebenzi ongalibaleki.
Abalingiswa abaphambili balezi zindaba abawona amaqhawe futhi abaphila izimo zokuphila nezokufa. Bafana kakhulu nathi. Kungaba omakhelwane bethu, abazali bethu, abalingani bethu, abathandi bethu, owesifazane ongakwazi ukulala bese eya egumbini lokuphumula ayolalela umsindo wethelevishini. Ubaba ecisha amakhandlela phambi kwendodana yakhe, engubaba futhi. Intombazane ebhalela ingane yothando indaba engasoze yahlangana nayo. Umkhulu okhuluma nesithombe.
Owesilisa nowesifazane bavalelisana ekhoneni. Abazani kepha izinto ezifanayo zenzeka kubo bonke: impilo, nokungabaluleki kwayo kepha futhi nemibuzo yayo emikhulu: umuntu uthandana kanjani, kungani uthando olungasetshenziswanga lukhuni, yini olusabisayo. Kumele bakhethe phakathi kwempilo abanayo kanye nempilo abayicabangayo, lapho-ke lapho kuzalwa khona lezi zindaba. Ama-Echoes kaLorrie Moore noRaymond Carver bayakhala kulo msebenzi wokuqala kaLaura Ferrero, okushicilelwe kwakhe okokuqala kwidijithali bekungumcimbi ongajwayelekile. Kuzwakala izwi elinamandla ezincwadini zaseSpain.
Uthando emva kothando
Imibono emikhulu ivame ukuzalwa ngenxa yesithukuthezi. Kumele kube yindaba yokuhluka phakathi kokungabi nalutho, ukungabi nalutho kanye nesidingo esiphelele sokuthi kuvele inhlansi. Okuthile okufana nalokhu kukhombise umbhali okwenzekile ngenkathi kukhulelwa le volumu yezindaba eziboniswayo. Futhi ake siqaphele ukuthi akabizi "ukudabuka kwenhliziyo" okusalayo lapho uthando luphuma ngewindi, njengoba omunye umculi odumile angasho. Futhi uma isithukuthezi singagcina sivusa umqondo omkhulu, ukudumazeka, futhi kungani singakusho, lokho kudabuka kwenhliziyo kushiyile isihloko, bagcina beletha ama-muses ajwayele ukukhululeka ngokushisa kwesihogo somlilo.
Uma uwa phansi, kulapho leyo misesi igcina ikutshela, njengokuqina noma i-sublimation ukuze ukwazi ukwenza umculo noma izincwadi. (ukwehluleka nokulahlekelwa), njengensalela yokuxoxa izindaba, uma kwenzelwa lokho kuphela. Ngoba-ke sifika isikhathi sokubaphrojusa, sibakhulise babe ngabalingiswa abaphendukisayo abanjengo-Amy Winehouse noma u-Eric Clapton phakathi kwabanye, abavakashela ukudabuka kwenhliziyo ngohlobo lwayo olushaqisa kakhulu ukuze bonke bafakazele ukuthi okwakhayo nokulimazayo kuyindlela efanayo ubuhle obubuhlungu.
Ezinye izincwadi ezinconyiwe nguLaura Ferrero
Osomkhathi
Umndeni nokuhlukana. Lokho esasikususelwe endaweni eseduze kakhulu nebanga elingaseceleni elihlanganisa yonke into kamuva, nezinsalela ngendlela yomzila wokukhanya. Umndeni kuleyo ndawo obukuyo (noma ubungajabula) kodwa lokho akusatholakali ngendlela efanele, ngenxa yomfula ongayeki ukugeleza, uwumfula ohlukile ngaso sonke isikhathi. Kuze kube seqophelweni lokuzwa isimo samanje njengendawo engenabungane enezicabha ngaphakathi endaweni eyayiyikhaya, iqhubekela phambili sengathi ingenawo amandla adonsela phansi, ihlukanisiwe nekhaya lakho.
Sonke siyazi kusukela ebuntwaneni ukuthi yibaphi abantu abakha umndeni wethu nokuthi yiziphi izibopho ezisibopha komunye nomunye wabo. Wonke umuntu ngaphandle komlingiswa oyinhloko wale noveli, ongakaze atshelwe ukuthi naye, ngesikhathi esithile empilweni yakhe, wayenayo. Kwenzekani ngaleyo minyaka kangangokuthi zonke izinsalela zesikhathi zanyamalala? I-Los astronautas ilandisa ngokuchazwa kwaleso simiso sezinto eziphilayo elalahleka ngesikhathi: isithombe esitholwe ngenhlanhla, lapho avela khona eseyingane nabazali bakhe, sikhanyisa iqiniso lomndeni wakhe ngemva kweminyaka engamashumi amathathu nanhlanu. Kodwa, ngaphezu kwakho konke, kukhanyisa amaphutha, ukuthula kanye nezimfihlo lapho waphoqeleka ukuba alolonge ubuyena. Nokho, indaba ayilokothi ikhulume iqiniso, kodwa iqiniso...
U-Laura Ferrero uqala ngeqiniso le-autobiographical ukwakha inganekwane ethokozisayo, ngesinye isikhathi edabukisayo, mayelana nazo zonke lezo zindaba ezisigomela ebuntwaneni ngempilo yethu futhi esingabuzi kuze kube yilapho sesikwazi ukuzibona singaphandle. Njengalabo besilisa nabesifazane, osomkhathi, okwakufanele bahambe ibanga elide ngangokunokwenzeka, lapho kungahambenga muntu, ukuze ekugcineni baqonde ukuthi yini eyayihlale ifinyeleleka.
