Kwimihla yokugqibela, UDeborah Levy ihamba phakathi kwebali kunye nebhayografi (Into ecacileyo ngomsebenzi wakhe wokugqibelai-autobiography isakhiwa»yahlulwe yaba yimisebenzi emininzi). Umthambo woncwadi njenge-placebo yamanxeba exesha, ubukrwada bobomi kunye nokurhoxa ngokwendalo ngenkani. Kodwa okumangalisayo kukuba, kukwelo nqanaba lobudala apho amaxhoba aqalisa ukubalwa apho kufunyanwa awona maphepha azukileyo.
Ulungelelwaniso oluchanekileyo phakathi kwe-melancholy kunye nomnqweno, phakathi kwethemba kunye ne-disenchantment iphawula iindlela ezintsha kwaye iphonononga iindlela ezikuloo ndlela iphakathi yobomi, njengoko uDante ebenokuthi, umntu angangena ukuze avuyiswe kakhulu ngabafundi ngokubanzi.
Kodwa ngaphambi kokuba azithathe njengomdlali oyintloko weencwadi zakhe (njengoko, ngokumangalisayo, abanye ababhali badla ngokwenza okungaphezulu kunababhali. UGabriela wiener ngeso sikhundla ngokona kunyaniseka kubalaseleyo ngaphakathi), uDeborah Levy usixelele namanye amabali apho ugqaliselo lwangaphandle lwabonisa kwangoko eso sipho singaqhelekanga sababalisi abalungileyo.
Ndibhekisa kwisakhono sokuthatha i-anomaly, umnqa, eyona tic ibalulekileyo kumlinganiswa osuka kwi-anecdotal ukuya kwi-transcendental, ukusuka kwinkcukacha ukuya kwi-physiognomy epheleleyo. Ingongoma kukubalisa malunga noko kwahlukileyo ukugqiba ukubonisa, ngovelwano, ukuba akukho nto ifanayo okanye eqhelekileyo phantsi kwayo ukuzifihla ...
IiNoveli ezi-3 ezicetyiswayo zikaDeborah Levi
Ubisi olushushu
Ibali lobomi likaSofÃa lidityaniswe kumgangatho ongaqhelekanga owenziwe phakathi kobunina obufuthaniselekayo kunye nemfuno engcwatyiweyo yokuzimela. Kuba kwiminyaka engamashumi amabini anesihlanu ubudala, uSofia usemncinci kakhulu, umncinci kakhulu ukuba angazinikela ekunyamekeleni unina uRose.
Isigulo sikanina singenasiphelo ngokwaneleyo ukuba sicinge ukuba kusenokungabi njalo, okanye ukuba kungabi kubi kangako ... Isifo esimbophelela kwintombi yakhe de kube sekupheleni kweentsuku zakhe, njengesigwebo setyala langaphambili. ukuzala. Ngenxa yokuba utata akakho ixesha elide, kwaye nangona uSofÃa ecinga ngokumkhangela ngeli bali, isithunzi sokuba ingubo iya kuhlala ingenamsebenzi omncinci, kunye nentlupheko ethile yokuphelelwa lithemba.
Ingongoma ikukuba bekunye, umama nentombi, bahamba besuka eNgilani besiya e-AlmerÃa, apho banethemba lokufumana uhlobo oluthile lonyango kwikliniki yokukhangela izigulana ezigxothwe ngamayeza esintu.
I-AlmerÃa iyolula ngathi yintlango epheleleyo, njengobomi bukaSofÃa ngokwakhe, isazi ngembali yabantu esinesidanga kodwa singakwazi ukufumana umsebenzi nobomi. Kodwa iAlmeria ikwanalo unxweme lwayo, ejonge uLwandle lweAlboran, apho abantu abaninzi abakhe bahamba bekhangela amazwe amatsha.
Kwaye kwezo lwandle zikhuthazayo, uSofÃa uthatha ithuba lexesha lakhe lokuphumla ukusasaza okuseleyo komphefumlo wakhe. Ade adibane noIngrid, umhlali waseJamani, kunye nomhlanguli ozimisele ukunceda zonke iintlobo zokwaphukelwa yinqanawa.
Ngaphandle kwamathandabuzo, abalinganiswa abatsha abangena kubomi bukaSofia bayakuphepha ukuphukelwa yinqanawa ngokupheleleyo, okanye ubuncinci babonakale njengabahlanguli belona cebo lakhe lisondeleyo. Ukoyiswa kuncinci xa u-SofÃa ezibandakanya ngesondo esingaqhelekanga, njengempindezelo ngexesha lakhe lonke elichithwe phantsi komthwalo wokugula komama kunye nokufundiswa kwemimandla yakhe kunye nephunga elimnandi le-matriarchal empire.
Kodwa ke, umahluko unokuhlala udala iingxabano zangaphakathi kunye nokuphazamiseka kwesibini kuthi njengabafundi kunye nabafumanisi bokungalingani okugqiba ukuguqula ibhalansi ebalulekileyo kaSofÃa.
Isafobe samanzi ashushu apho i-jellyfish ixhaphakile ekufuneni inyama engcangcazelayo neshushu ukuba ibambelele ... ngesondo esiphuculweyo njengohlobo lomzabalazo oluchasene nokungenzeki kolutsha kunye nobomi. Ilanga laseAlmeria, ngamanye amaxesha ijenereyitha yezibane kunye nezithunzi, imifanekiso evezwe kakhulu, kodwa ihlala ibukhali ...
Umntu obone konke
Ubulumko, kwipesenti ephezulu yezihlandlo, buhlala ekungazini. Ukwazi yonke into kukuzigweba ukuba ufumanise inzonzobila engenakuqondwa yintando yomntu. Kunye neziganeko ezimbi ezidibanisa ikamva.
Ngo-1988, eLondon, uSaul Adler oselula wabethwa yiJaguar ngelixa ewela indlela edumileyo yokuwela abahambi ngeenyawo i-Abbey Road. Ngaphandle kokulimala okubonakalayo, ngosuku olulandelayo wemka waya eMpuma Berlin kwi-scholarship njengombhali-mbali. Kodwa ukulimala okubangelwa yingozi kubonakala kubi kakhulu kunokuba wayecinga, kwaye ngexesha lokuhlala kwakhe eJamani uqala ukuba nemibono yekamva, njengokuwa kodonga lwaseBerlin.
Kwi-2016, iminyaka emva kokubuyela eLondon kwaye phakathi kwe-Brexit, uSawule uphinda wahlaselwa kwi-Abbey Road ngemoto efanayo. Ukusukela ngaloo mzuzu ukuya phambili, uya kuxhomekeka kwibali lomnye umntu ukuze enze intsingiselo yeenkumbulo zakhe, ahlanganiswe abe yimosaic entsonkothileyo yabantu abonzakeleyo kunye neenkcukacha ezibambekayo apho ixesha elidlulileyo nelikhoyo zithungelana kwisangqa kungekho ndlela yokuphuma.
Indoda Eyayibonayo Yonke Lonto yimbonakalo enzulu yendlela imbali eziphinda ngayo xa singazilungisi iimpazamo zethu. UDeborah Levy ulanda uhambo oluphazamisayo kwiYurophu kumashumi eminyaka akutshanje, esibonisa ukuba inkumbulo inokubunjwa ngendlela efanayo nemida.
Ukuqubha ekhaya
Ukuqubha ekhaya iintlanzi zenza. Abanye ngomzamo omkhulu kunabanye, njengesalmon enyukayo ukuya kuzala, inokwenziwa njani kwibhedi efudumeleyo yekhaya. Kodwa ewe, abantu ngamanye amaxesha kuye kufuneke baqubhe ukuya kwelo khaya lisanda ukubamba umsinga ...
Kamsinya nje bakufika kunye nosapho lwakhe kwindlu ekwiinduli ezijonge eNice, uJoe ufumanisa umzimba wentombazana equleni. Kodwa uKitty Finch uyaphila, uphuma emanzini eze kunye neenzipho zakhe ezipeyintwe luhlaza aze azazise njengengcali yezityalo… Wenza ntoni apho? Ufuna ntoni kubo? Yaye kutheni umfazi kaJoe emvumela ukuba ahlale?
Ikhaya lokuqubha yincwadi ebhukuqayo nekhawulezayo, ijongo elingayekeleliyo kwisiphumo esifihlakeleyo sokudakumba kubantu ababonakala bezinzile kwaye bahloniphekile. Ngesakhiwo esinzima kakhulu, ibali livela kwindlu yasehlotyeni ngaphezu kweveki apho iqela labakhenkethi abakhangayo nabangafezekanga kwi-Riviera banyanzeliswa kumda. Ngoburharha obuhlabayo, inoveli itsala umdla womfundi ngoko nangoko, ithwele icala layo elimnyama kancinci.
Ezinye iincwadi ezicetyiswa nguDeborah Levy…
Likhaya lakho
Ewe, uDeborah Levy ngokwakhe wayeyisalmon ekufuneni laa ndlu athe wasokola ukuyifumana emva kwetrilogy ecetyiswa kakhulu yokufumanisa ezona ndlela zibalaseleyo zokuhamba ngokungalindelekanga. Kuba ubomi buqala kube kanye yaye bunokuphinda buqalwe ngeendlela ezininzi. Le biography isakhiwa nguDeborah Levy isifundisa ukuba sitshintshe ikhosi ngebhlog nganye entsha, sihlala sibaleka kuMntla olindelweyo ...
UDeborah Levy ucinga ngendlu ekwindawo efudumeleyo, kufutshane nechibi okanye ulwandle. Kukho indawo yomlilo apho kunye nomgcini-zila ojongana neminqweno yakho, nokuba uyaphikisana. Kodwa eneneni uLevy useLondon, akanamali yokwakha ikhaya alicingelayo, indlu yakhe incinci kwaye eyona nto ikufutshane negadi yasekhaya yibhanana ayinika ukhathalelo olungasayidingi iintombi zakhe. Oyena mncinci ushiye isidleke, kwaye uLevy, oneminyaka engamashumi amahlanu anesithoba, ulungele ukujongana nenqanaba elitsha ebomini bakhe. Ngaloo ndlela, usithatha eNew York ukuya eBombay, edlula eParis naseBerlin, ngelixa esenza umboniso ovuselelayo kunye nesibindi ngentsingiselo yekhaya kunye nezinto eziphazamisayo.
Ukudibanisa ixesha elidlulileyo kunye nexesha langoku, ubuqu kunye nezopolitiko, kunye nokubiza uMarguerite Duras, u-Elena Ferrante, uGeorgia O'Keeffe kunye noCéline Schiamma, umbhali uphanda intsingiselo yobufazi kunye nepropati. Ngeenkumbulo zakhe wenza uluhlu lwezinto anazo zokwenyani nezentelekelelo aze abuze indlela yethu yokuqonda ixabiso lengqondo yomfazi nobomi bemihla ngemihla.
Emva koko Izinto endingafuni ukuzazi y Iindleko zokuphila Lo msebenzi uyimpumelelo ye-autobiography ebhalwe kubushushu bobomi obungaqhutywa nje nguLevy, kodwa ngabo bonke abafazi abawuxhasayo ngomnatha ongabonakaliyo.
Izinto endingafuni ukuzazi
Akukho zimfihlo ziphazamisa ukodlula ezo umntu anokuzixelela yena. I-autobiography ebhalwe ukuba ifundwe ngumbhali ngokwakhe ngowona msebenzi unzima kakhulu ngokunyaniseka; ukuhamba kwe-tightrope walker ngaphandle komnatha ngaphezu kwexesha langoku, elidlulileyo kunye nekamva. kunye noDeborah Levy walatha ubunqunu bomphefumlo ngezavenge. Apha iqala "I-Autobiography iyaqhubeka".
UDeborah Levy uqala ezi nkumbulo ekhumbula inqanaba lobomi bakhe xa wayelila xa wayenyuka i-escalator. Loo ntshukumo imsulwa yamthatha yamfaka kwiikona zenkumbulo yakhe awayengafuni kubuyela kuyo. Zezo nkumbulo zikhoyo Izinto hayi ndifuna hsen, ukuqala kwe "autobiography yakhe esakhiwayo".
Le nxalenye yokuqala yento eya kuba yi-triptych kwimeko yokuba ngumfazi wazalwa njengempendulo kwisincoko esithi "Kutheni ndibhala", nguGeorge Orwell. Nangona kunjalo, uLevy akezi ukuza kunika iimpendulo. Uza kuvula imibuzo ayishiya idada emoyeni owenziwe ngawo onke amandla obumbongi bokubhala kwakhe.
Umlingo wakhe awukho omnye ngaphandle kokunxibelelana okungalindelekanga kwememori: ukulunywa kokuqala kweapricot kumthatha ekuphumeni kwabantwana bakhe esikolweni, eqwalasela abanye oomama, "abafazi abancinci bajika baba yithunzi le nto babeyiyo"; isikhalo sowasetyhini sibuyisa ikhephu eliwela kuyise eRhawutini wocalucalulo, ngaphambi nje kokuba avalelwe; ivumba lekhari limbuyisela kwiminyaka yakhe yobutsha eLondon, ebhala kwiipub napkins kwaye ephupha ngegumbi elilelakhe. Ukufunda uLevy ufuna ukungena kwiinkumbulo zakhe kwaye azivumele ukuba athathwe kukuzola kunye nokuzola komntu ofunde yonke into ayaziyo (nayo yonke into angafuni ukuyazi) ngokufuna ilizwi lakhe.
iindleko zokuphila
UDeborah Levy uqala ukubhala le ncwadi xa, eneminyaka engamashumi amahlanu ubudala, unyanzelekile ukuba azenzele ngokutsha: umtshato wakhe uphelile, umvuzo wakhe uyancipha, unina uyafa, kwaye iintombi zakhe ziqala ukushiya indlwane. Ngexesha apho ubomi bufanele bube buhle kwaye bungabonakali, uLevy uthatha isigqibo sokwamkela isiphithiphithi kunye nokungazinzi ngokutshintshiselana nokubuyisela, efihliweyo phantsi kweengqimba kunye neengqimba zokurhoxa, igama elifanelekileyo.
Ngokusebenzisa incoko neengqondo ezinjengoMarguerite Duras okanye uSimone de Beauvoir, nangeenkumbulo azivuselelayo ngobuchule, ubuntununtunu kunye noburharha obumnandi, uLevy uyabuza ukuba yintoni le ndima yentsomi ibhalwe ngamadoda kwaye idlalwe ngabasetyhini esibabiza ngokuba yi "femininity". ". Nabani na oye wazama ukukhululeka kunye nokwakha ubomi bakhe uyazi ukuba ngokuchanekileyo: umzabalazo oqhubekayo apho iindleko zihlawulelwa ukuphila.
