Isizukulwana esilahlekileyo

Besingalunganga. Uza kwenza ntoni. Kodwa sayenza ngabom. Basibiza ngokuba sisizukulwana esilahlekileyo kuba asikaze sifune ukuphumelela. Siyavuma ukuphulukana nangaphambi kokuba sidlale. Sasisoyisile, sibulala; siwele kwi i-averni elula Kuzo zonke izinto ezimbi esichitha kuzo ubomi bethu Asizange saluphala okanye sonakalise, sasisoloko siphila… kwaye sifile.

Sithethile nje namhlanje kuba yile nto besiyishiyile, inkulu kakhulu namhlanje yolutsha, amandla kunye nokugxothwa kwamaphupha, sidiniwe, siphelile ngotyando lweziyobisi. Namhlanje ibilolunye usuku lokutsha kutshiswa ngokukhawuleza kobomi. Ubomi bakho, ubomi bam, ibingumcimbi nje wexesha ukutshisa njengamashiti ekhalenda ejiyileyo.

Ukulungisa kwakhona? Yayiligwala le. Kungcono ukuba ulibale. Sinesikolo sethu sokuzibhubhisa, awunakukhulisa ulwazi.

Ngaphandle kwamathandabuzo, isiseko sethu sasisekwe kudumo oluphindaphindayo lokuzibhubhisa; kubonakala ngathi bubudenge, akukho ngqiqweni, akukho mntu uphosa amatye eluphahleni, akukho mntu ngaphandle kwethu. Sasithanda ukuphosa amatye kuphahla lwethu, ipiss ngumoya, kwaye sikhubeke kangangezihlandlo ezikhulu kwilitye elinye. Basixelele "hayi" kwaye sasiqhankqalaza sithi "ewe"; Ngokuchasene nexesha langoku besisoloko sihamba kwaye ngokuchasene nexesha langoku siyafa sirhaxwa kukuzingca okungapheliyo.

Awuzange usiqonde, ungakhe uzame ukuyenza ngoku, ulibale ngathi nangabo bazayo, malunga nesikolo sethu, emva kwethu. Amaninzi amaxhoba aqikelelwa kwangaphambili, sizezona zinto zilahlekileyo, oyena mntu unamandla kunayo yonke imisinga, yifilosofi, ifilosofi ngokulula, akukho nto iyenye.

Ithemba lesiphelo yayilelona lifanelekileyo kwizikhundla, yayiyi-inertia, i-centripetal force ejikeleze ikaka, indalo yabavukeli abangenamphefumlo, yonke into thina, amavolontiya amfamekileyo, esifuna ukuyibona. Isibane kufuneka sibesendaweni ethile, kodwa kungabikho mntu uyilayitayo! Siye savelana ngcono nobumnyama obabusoloko bulawula ebomini bethu; njalo, ukusukela ngeloxesha, ukusukela ngalaa mhla uzimeleyo xa sayeka ukukholwa, sikholelwa kuyo nantoni na.

Kule nto namhlanje ndiphosa ucango, umnyango endandiza kuwushiya uvulekile. Bonke abo bebesele bemkile. Ukuba ngowokugqibela akubonakali ngathi bubugorha kum, kwaye akundenzi ndicinge ukuba ndiphazamile. Uyazi, ukulungisa kwakuligwala; kodwa ndikhumbula kakhulu ndishiya umnyango ovulekileyo kum!

Ucango lwantoni? Ukuze ndingatshixelwa kulungelelwaniso rhoqo ukuba andiphosakalanga, ukuze kungafuneki ukuba ndiphume ndisecageni ndicinga, kodwa ndivule ndixelele umntu ngayo. Ndingathanda umnyango khon'ukuze ndingabinayo le ntambo ndiyiphetheyo ezandleni zam, umnyango yindlela yokuphuma, ubomi obutsha, ithuba, enye indlela isizukulwana esilahlekileyo esingazange sifune ukuzivumela.

Ndidikwe kancinci ukuba ndim, andisemncinci kangako okanye ndibaluleke kakhulu. Namhlanje (Njengesiqhelo, ndicinga kwakhona malunga namhla), ndinentambo eshinyeneyo phakathi kwezandla zam, ndijonga kwi-crossbar, ndiyiphosa ngentambo, ndonyuka esitulweni ndibophe isiphelo sentambo ngokuqinileyo kwelinye icala, bendisele ndiyilinganisile, enye yezinto ezimbalwa ebendizicwangcisile endakha ndazenza.

Ndibeke intamo yam ngeqhina lomthi kwaye ndayihlengahlengisa ndiziva ndipholile. Ndidinga nje ukutyhala isitulo kwaye isisu sam sinamaqhina, amadolo ayagevezela kwaye ukudakumba okunzulu kugqobhoza ngaphakathi kwam ukusuka phezulu kuye ezantsi. Kwakhona ndinqwenela umnyango ovulekileyo, ndiza kuzibeka embundwini wawo, ndenze umqondiso onembeko wokuvalelisa, ndijonge ngqo kwixesha elidlulileyo endiza kulishiya litshixiwe apho. Emva koko, ndiqinisekisa ukuba konke kugqityiwe, bendiza kuligoqoza ucango ngamandla. Endaweni yoko, ndigqiba ngokuzikhulula esihlalweni, kushiyeke ixesha lokulungisa, njengesiqhelo ebomini bam.

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