Mabuku 3 Opambana a Deborah Levy

M'masiku omaliza, Debora Levi amayenda pakati pa nkhani ndi mbiri (Chinachake chowonekera ndi ntchito yake yaposachedwa «mbiri ya moyo yomwe ikumangidwa»agawikana mu ntchito zingapo). Ntchito yolemba ngati placebo ya mabala a nthawi, mwano wamoyo komanso kusiya ntchito mwachibadwa. Koma chodabwitsa n’chakuti, muli m’gawo lauchikulire limene ovulala amayamba kuŵerengedwa m’pamene masamba aulemerero kwambiri amakwaniritsidwa.

Kulinganiza kwenikweni pakati pa kukhumudwa ndi chikhumbo, pakati pa chiyembekezo ndi kukhumudwa kumawonetsa njira zatsopano ndikuwunika njira zomwe zili mkati mwa njira yapakati ya moyo, monga momwe Dante anganene, angalowemo kuti asangalale kwambiri ndi owerenga ambiri.

Koma asanadzitenge ngati protagonist wa mabuku ake (monga, modabwitsa, olemba ena amakonda kuchita zambiri kuposa olemba. Gabriela wopanda mphamvu ndi kuthekera koteroko moona mtima kwambiri kuchokera mkati), Deborah Levy adatiuzanso nkhani zina pomwe kuyang'ana kunja kunawonetsa mphatso yachilendo ya okamba nkhani zabwino.

Ndikunena za kuthekera kojambula zosokoneza, zachilendo, tic yofunika kwambiri mumunthu yomwe imachoka ku anecdotal kupita ku transcendental, kuchokera mwatsatanetsatane kupita ku physiognomy yonse. Mfundo ndikufotokozera zomwe zimasiyana mpaka kusonyeza, mwachifundo, kuti palibe kufanana kapena chizolowezi chodzibisa ...

Mabuku Apamwamba Atatu Omwe Akulimbikitsidwa ndi Deborah Levi

Mkaka wotentha

Mbiri ya moyo wa Sofía imalumikizidwa ndi minyewa yachilendo yopangidwa pakati pa umayi wotopetsa ndi kufunikira kobisika kodzilamulira. Chifukwa ali ndi zaka makumi awiri ndi zisanu, Sofia ndi wamng'ono kwambiri, wamng'ono kwambiri kuti adzipereke kusamalira amayi ake a Rose.

Matenda a amayi ake ndi osadziwika mokwanira kuti aganizire kuti sizingakhale choncho, kapena kuti sizingakhale zoipa kwambiri ... Matenda omwe amamugwirizanitsa ndi mwana wake wamkazi mpaka kumapeto kwa masiku ake, monga chigamulo cha ngongole ya m'mbuyomo. kuswana. Chifukwa chakuti atatewo sanakhalepo kwa nthaŵi yaitali, ndipo ngakhale kuti Sofía amalingalira zomufunafuna m’nkhani imeneyi, mthunzi umene bulangeti udzakhala wopanda ntchito nthaŵi zonse, ndi lingaliro linalake la kuthedwa nzeru.

Mfundo ndiyakuti limodzi, amayi ndi mwana wamkazi, amayenda kuchokera ku England kupita ku Almería, komwe akuyembekeza kupeza mankhwala kuchipatala chothandizira odwala omwe atulutsidwa ndi mankhwala achikhalidwe.

Almería amatambasula ngati chipululu chathunthu, monga moyo wa Sofía, katswiri wazachikhalidwe yemwe ali ndi digiri koma osatha kupeza ntchito ndi moyo. Koma Almeria ilinso ndi gombe lake, moyang'anizana ndi Nyanja ya Alboran, pomwe alendo ambiri nthawi ina adapita kukafunafuna maiko atsopano.

Ndipo pa magombe olimbikitsawa, Sofía amapezerapo mwayi pa nthawi yake yopuma kufalitsa zotsalira za moyo wake. Mpaka akumane ndi Ingrid, wokhala ku Germany, komanso wopulumutsa anthu wofunitsitsa kuthandiza kuwonongeka kwa zombo zamtundu uliwonse.

Mosakayikira, anthu atsopano omwe akulowa m'moyo wa Sofia amapewa kuwonongeka kwathunthu kwa ngalawayo, kapena amawoneka ngati opulumutsa pa chiwembu chake chapamtima. Kugonjetsedwa kumakhala kocheperako Sofía atachita zachiwerewere, monga kubwezera nthawi yake yonse yomwe adakhala pansi polemedwa ndi matenda akuchikazi komanso kuphunzitsidwa kwa madera ake ndi fungo lokoma lachifumu cha matriarch.

Koma zowonadi, kusiyanako kumatha kubweretsa mikangano mkati ndi kusokonekera kwa ife ngati owerenga komanso otulukira kusamvana komwe kumapangitsa kuti Sofía akhale wolimba.

Fanizo lamadzi otentha pomwe nsomba zam'madzi zimakonda kufunafuna nyama yoopsa komanso yotentha kuti igwiritsitse ... kugonana kosagwirizana ngati njira yolimbana ndi kuthekera kwa unyamata ndi moyo. Dzuwa la Almeria, nthawi zina limapanga magetsi ndi mithunzi, zithunzi zowonekera kwambiri, koma nthawi zonse zimakhala zolimba ...

Munthu amene anaona zonse

Nzeru, nthawi zambiri, zimakhala mu umbuli. Kudziwa zonse ndikudzitsutsa kuti upeze maphompho osamvetsetseka a chifuniro cha munthu. Komanso zochitika zoyipa zomwe zimaluka tsogolo.

Mu 1988, ku London, Saul Adler wamng'ono anagundidwa ndi Jaguar pamene akuwoloka anthu oyenda pansi a Abbey Road. Popanda kuvulazidwa kulikonse, tsiku lotsatira ananyamuka kupita ku East Berlin pa maphunziro monga wolemba mbiri. Koma kuvulala komwe kunabwera chifukwa cha ngoziyi kumawoneka koopsa kuposa momwe amaganizira, ndipo atakhala ku Germany akuyamba kukhala ndi masomphenya amtsogolo, monga kugwa kwa khoma la Berlin.

Mu 2016, zaka zambiri atabwerera ku London komanso pakati pa Brexit, Saul akugundanso pa Abbey Road ndi galimoto yomweyo. Kuyambira nthawi imeneyo, adzadalira nkhani ya munthu wina kuti amvetsetse zomwe amakumbukira, atapangidwa kukhala zithunzi zovuta kwambiri za anthu omwe adawapweteka komanso tsatanetsatane wazomwe zakale ndi zamakono zimalumikizana mozungulira popanda njira yotulukira.

Munthu Amene Anaziwona Zonse ndi chithunzithunzi chakuya cha momwe mbiriyakale imabwerezera yokha pamene sitikonza zolakwa zathu. Deborah Levy amatsata ulendo wosokoneza kudutsa ku Europe m'zaka makumi angapo zapitazi, kutiwonetsa kuti kukumbukira kumatha kupangidwa mofanana ndi malire.

Kusambira kunyumba

Kusambira kunyumba nsomba kuchita. Ena molimbika kuposa ena, monga nsomba yopita kumtunda kukaswana, zingatheke bwanji pabedi lofunda la kunyumba. Koma inde, anthu nthawi zina amayenera kusambira kulowera kunyumba yomwe imakwera kwambiri ...

Atafika ndi banja lake panyumba ina yomwe ili m'mapiri moyang'anizana ndi Nice, Joe adapeza mtembo wa mtsikana kudziwe. Koma Kitty Finch ali moyo, akutuluka m'madzi ali maliseche ndi misomali atapakidwa utoto wobiriwira ndipo akuwoneka ngati katswiri wa zomera… Akuchita chiyani kumeneko? Mukufuna chiyani kwa iwo? Nanga n’cifukwa ciani mkazi wa Joe amamulola kukhala?

Kusambira Kunyumba ndi buku losokoneza komanso lothamanga kwambiri, kuyang'ana kosalekeza pazovuta za kukhumudwa pa anthu omwe amawoneka okhazikika komanso olemekezeka. Ndi dongosolo lolimba kwambiri, nkhaniyi ikuchitika m'nyumba yachilimwe kwa sabata imodzi yomwe gulu la alendo okongola komanso opanda ungwiro pa Riviera likukankhidwa mpaka malire. Ndi nthabwala zowopsa, bukuli limakopa chidwi cha owerenga nthawi yomweyo, ndikumanyamula mbali yake yakuda mopepuka.

Mabuku ena ovomerezeka a Deborah Levy…

August buluu

Bunbury posachedwa idabweretsa kutha kwa akatswiri aluso ... kuchokera ku Greta Garbo kupita ku Marisol. Zifukwa zosiya kuchita zomwe zidakupangitsani kukhala osangalala pomwe kutchuka kwanu kumakula sizomveka. Ndiyeno kufufuza kofunikira kuyenera kulunjikitsidwa ku chinthu china. Kunyamula zowawa, kudziimba mlandu kapenanso kupwetekedwa mtima chifukwa chosiya kukhala yemwe unali kwa wina aliyense. Ntchito ya odyssey yokumana ndi zomwe zimatsalira pomwe ukoma umathawa chifukwa chosowa kupulumuka.

Ali ndi zaka makumi atatu ndi zinayi, woimba piyano wodziwika bwino komanso wotchuka Elsa M. Anderson ali pachimake cha ntchito yake, mpaka mosayembekezereka amachoka pa siteji panthawi yochita masewera ku Vienna.

Koma nkhani imeneyi imayamba pang’onopang’ono pambuyo pake, ndi Elsa ku Athens, kumsika wa flea, ndi mkazi amene wangogula mahatchi ovina opangidwa ndi makina, mkazi wozoloŵereka modabwitsa amene Elsa akanatha kugawana naye zilakolako zomwezo, kapena kukhala yemweyo. munthu yemweyo. Ndipo akupitiriza ndi ulendo wopita ku chilumba cha Poros, koyambirira kopita ena ku Ulaya konse, kuthawa talente yake ndi moyo wake wakale monga mwana, ndipo nthawi zonse amakankhidwa ndi mayi wosowa yemwe angakhale iyemwini.

August Blue, buku

Nyumba yanu

Inde, Deborah Levy mwiniwake anali salimoni pofunafuna nyumbayo yomwe adavutikira kuti aipeze pambuyo pa trilogy yolimbikitsidwa kwambiri kuti apeze njira zabwino zoyendera mosayembekezereka. Chifukwa moyo umayamba kamodzi ndipo ukhoza kuyambiranso m'njira zambiri. Mbiri iyi yomwe ikumangidwa ndi Deborah Levy imatiphunzitsa kuti tisinthe mabulogu aliwonse atsopano, kuthawa Kumpoto komwe tikuyembekezeredwa ...

Deborah Levy akuyerekeza nyumba yomwe ili pamtunda wofunda, pafupi ndi nyanja kapena nyanja. Pali poyatsira moto kumeneko ndi woperekera chikho amene amasamalira zofuna zanu, ngakhale kukangana. Koma Levy ali ku London kwenikweni, alibe ndalama zomangira nyumba yomwe akuganiza, nyumba yake ndi yaying'ono ndipo chapafupi kwambiri ndi dimba kunyumba ndi nthochi yomwe amasamalira ana ake aakazi. Wamng'ono kwambiri wachoka pachisa, ndipo Levy, ali ndi zaka makumi asanu ndi zisanu ndi zinayi, ali wokonzeka kukumana ndi gawo latsopano m'moyo wake. Motero, amatichotsa ku New York kupita ku Bombay, akudutsa ku Paris ndi Berlin, kwinaku akulingalira mochititsa chidwi ndi molimba mtima pa tanthauzo la nyumbayo ndi zinthu zochititsa chidwi zimene zimawavutitsa.

Kuphatikiza zakale ndi zamakono, zaumwini ndi zandale, ndikuyitanitsa Marguerite Duras, Elena Ferrante, Georgia O'Keeffe ndi Céline Schiamma, wolemba akufufuza tanthauzo la ukazi ndi katundu. Kupyolera m’zikumbukiro zake amasanthula zinthu zake zenizeni ndi zongoyerekezera ndi kufunsa njira yathu yodziwira kufunika kwa luntha ndi moyo watsiku ndi tsiku wa mkazi.

Pambuyo pake Zinthu zomwe sindikufuna kuzidziwa y Mtengo wa moyo Ntchitoyi ndi mapeto a mbiri yakale yolembedwa mu kutentha kwa moyo umene sumangochitidwa ndi Levy, koma ndi amayi onse omwe amachirikiza ndi ukonde wosawoneka.

Zinthu zomwe sindikufuna kuzidziwa

Palibe zinsinsi zosokoneza kwambiri kuposa zomwe munthu angadziuze yekha. Mbiri ya mbiri ya moyo wake yolembedwa kuti iwerengedwe ndi wolemba mwiniwakeyo ndi ntchito yopambana kwambiri yowona mtima; kuyenda kwa zingwe zolimba popanda ukonde pazomwe zikuchitika, zakale ndi zam'tsogolo. ndi Deborah Levy akulozera maliseche a mzimu pang'onopang'ono. Apa pakuyamba "Autobiography ikuchitika".

Deborah Levy akuyamba zokumbukira izi kukumbukira gawo la moyo wake pamene iye analira pamene iye anakwera escalator. Kusuntha kosalakwa kumeneku kunamufikitsa m’makona a kukumbukira kwake komwe sankafuna kubwererako. Ndi zokumbukira zomwe zimapangika Zinthu ayi ndikufuna kuti mudziwe, chiyambi cha "autobiography yake ikumangidwa".

Gawo loyamba ili la zomwe zidzakhala triptych pa chikhalidwe chokhala mkazi anabadwa monga kuyankha kwa nkhani yakuti "Chifukwa chiyani ndimalemba", ndi George Orwell. Komabe, Levy samabwera kudzapereka mayankho. Amabwera kudzatsegula mafunso omwe amawasiya akuyandama mumlengalenga wopangidwa ndi mphamvu yandakatulo ya zolemba zake.

Matsenga ake si ena koma a kugwirizana kosayembekezereka kwa kukumbukira: kuluma koyamba kwa apricot kumamutengera kutuluka kwa ana ake kusukulu, akuyang'ana amayi ena, "akazi achichepere adasandulika mithunzi ya zomwe adakhala"; kulira kwa mkazi kumabweretsanso chipale chofewa chomwe chinagwera bambo ake ku Johannesburg, atangotsala pang'ono kumangidwa; kununkhira kwa curry kumamufikitsa kuzaka zake zaunyamata ku London, akulemba pamapupu a pub ndikulota chipinda chake. Kuwerenga Levy akufuna kulowa m'makumbukidwe ake ndikudzilola kuti atengeke ndi bata komanso bata la munthu yemwe waphunzira zonse zomwe akudziwa (ndi chilichonse chomwe sakufuna kudziwa) posakasaka mawu ake.

Mtengo wa moyo

Deborah Levy akuyamba kulemba bukhu ili pamene, ali ndi zaka makumi asanu, akukakamizika kukonzanso yekha: ukwati wake watha, ndalama zake zikuchepa, amayi ake akufa, ndipo ana ake aakazi akuyamba kuchoka pachisa. Panthawi yomwe moyo uyenera kukhala wodekha komanso wosasunthika, Levy asankha kukumbatira chipwirikiti ndi kusakhazikika posinthana ndi kuchira, zobisika pansi pa zigawo ndi zigawo zosiya ntchito, dzina loyenera.

Kupyolera mu zokambirana ndi aluntha monga Marguerite Duras kapena Simone de Beauvoir, ndi kukumbukira zimene amadzutsa molankhula, tcheru ndi nthabwala zokoma, Levy akufunsa kuti ndi ntchito yopeka imeneyi yolembedwa ndi amuna ndi kusewera ndi akazi amene timawatcha « ukazi. ". Aliyense amene wakhala akuvutika kuti akhale mfulu ndi kumanga moyo wake amadziwa kuti ndizo ndendende: kulimbana kosalekeza komwe mtengo umalipidwa pa moyo.

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