Berta Isla, wolemba Javier Marías

Mikangano yaposachedwa pambali, chowonadi ndichakuti Javier Marias ndi m'modzi mwa olemba osiyanasiyana, wokhoza kutulutsa chicha munkhani iliyonse, ndikupatsa zochitika za tsiku ndi tsiku zolemetsa komanso kuzama, pomwe chiwembucho chikupita patsogolo ndi mapazi a ballerina.
Mwina ndichifukwa chake malingaliro a mlengi ngati iye amaterera kuzandale osalongosoka ndikukhalanso mopanda ulemu (mwina ndi momwe iwo amatsata olondola andale amawona). Koma monga Michael Ende anganene, "iyi ndi nkhani ina ndipo iyenera kufotokozedwanso nthawi ina." Zimadziwika kale kuti malingaliro ali ngati abulu, aliyense ali nawo.

Ponena za cholowa ichi, bukhu Chilumba cha Bertha akutiwonetsa kuti timakhala ndi moyo wofanana, wa ntchito yabanja kuyambira paunyamata mpaka kukhwima (nthawi yovuta kwambiri pomwe kukayikira zomwe zachitika mpaka pano kumatha kuchitika).

Berta Isla wakhala akugona ndi Tomás Nevinsón kwazaka zambiri. Amagawana moyo wawo watsiku ndi tsiku, makamaka chifukwa chakuchita bwino kwawo komanso machitidwe azitseko zawo. Moyo wamba wa anthu awiriwa umapereka kupusa kwamasiku opambana ndi mithunzi ya nthawi zoyipa kwambiri, kumadzaza ndi lingaliro lakuchepa kotsutsana ndi malingaliro monga kukhazikika, mgwirizano, kukhazikika ndi chizolowezi. Ngakhale malingaliro a banja ali pambali, chomwe chimapangitsa nkhaniyi makamaka ndi gawo lomwe Tomás Nevinsón ayenera kuchita kuchokera kunja kwa nyumba yake. Tomás amakakamizidwa kukhala pamavuto azovuta pamoyo wake, ndikusintha ukwati wake nthawi zambiri kukhala gulu la osowa komanso kutha kwanthawi yayitali.

Pakadali pano, chizolowezi chomwe Tomás ndi Berta amatha kugawana pang'ono, chimapita kutali. Zoyambitsa zimayamba nthawi zonse zomwe zimawoneka ngati zikuyang'ana pachibwenzi chilichonse. Nthawi zopitilira muyeso ndi zomwe zapezedwa kapena kuwuka kopanda tanthauzo kwa kulakalaka ndikukhumba kukhala panokha. Berta ndi Tomás, omwe ali ndi mabatani olimba ngati oyenda zolimba omwe tonsefe tili, akumva kukhala otetezeka m'miyoyo yathu ya tsiku ndi tsiku koma amanjenjemera ndikudutsa kwa nthawi yomwe ikubwera tikayamba kudziyang'ana, ndipo izi zimatipempha kuti tidutse pa chingwe chake ndi chododometsa ndi kuyesa koyesa.

Berta Isla, wachikazi yemwe amandikumbutsa za Cándida (Banja lopanda ungwiro, lolembedwa ndi Pepa Roma), amatenga gawo lomwe tonse titha kudziona. Kuchokera paubwana wake wakale mpaka lero akuyimiridwa nthawi ndi nthawi malo owonongeka, omwe samatha kuchita chilichonse, momwe palibe chomwe chidachitika, popeza zaka zapita ndipo ukalamba ukuwoneka muzonse zomwe zikuzungulira izo.

Fungo losasangalatsa la mwayi waphonya, maulendo omwe simunachitepo, amakhala mumtima uliwonse womwe umawonekera pazenera.

Mutha kusungira buku la Berta Isla, buku latsopano la Javier Marías, apa: